Kate Ferdinand feels "so useless" when she's not around her stepchildren due to her "terrible" pregnancy migraines
The former 'Only Way Is Essex' star - who is expecting her first child with her husband Rio Ferdinand - admits she feels so much "guilt" when she's unable to help with her stepkids - Lorenz, 13, Tate, 11, and nine-year-old Tia
2 July 2020
She shared: "Saying all of this, there are still days I feel absolutely wiped out, have terrible migraines and I do just go back to bed. In all honestly those days I feel so useless and have been having terrible guilt that I’m not around for the kids and Rio is doing everything (sic)"
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And Kate admits she has been "losing her mind" as she doesn't know how she feels from day to day.
She wrote: "I've been pretty quiet on here recently. Honestly, I’ve just been so exhausted I don’t know whether I'm coming or going ... how I've been feeling has been changing daily so I’ve found it hard to share anything because I don’t really know how I feel myself ... any other pregnant women feeling the same? Or am I losing my mind?? (sic)"
Kate admits she "worries about everything" and has been feeling "all types of confused".
In a lengthy post on her Instagram page, she added: "It's such an amazing feeling having a little human inside of you, our family is so excited but it’s also so scary being pregnant for the first time ... I worry about everything ... having 3 big kiddies to look after and feeling like a 'mum' already but actually not being through this experience before has me feeling all types of confused! I just wanted to share the reality of how I’m feeling, also some hope that I’m not alone (sic)"